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[Aug. 21st, 2004|07:51 pm] |
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i think 2 days must be the breaking point because now i am an emotional mess. i cant put leaving and all this change out of my mind anymore because 2 people who were such big parts of my life have already left and i already fking miss them and tomorrow is my last full day here......and F*CKKK i should not have taken the posters down from my room today because now my room doesn't look like my room anymore! |
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[Jul. 25th, 2004|11:05 pm] |
An email from a girl on the vassar bball team....please pay special note to number 1:
Hey Freshies!!!
I think I have 2 things to add to Porter's lovely advice:
1) Nudey showers are a team must...so I would highly recommend
practicing
showering naked at home before coming to Vassar!
2) Sometimes we have to run up AND backs (the long way on the
court!!!)
so practice 1 or 2 of those before you come to school!
Peace and love and Harpe and life and stuff
WOOO WOOO!!
Lauren
........nuff said! kill me now god, kill me now.
ps- i'm getting my tonsils taken out tomorrow.....anesthesia and the works! it shall be interesting |
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[Jul. 21st, 2004|10:51 am] |
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| | "Dreams" - Tv on the Radio | ] |
mgggh, i'm getting my tonsils taken out next monday.....its supposed to hurt a lot and take at least a week to heal... but i feel like i will be a new and better woman after this is done, so i will suffer for the time being
...haha, i called myself a 'woman'! |
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[Jul. 19th, 2004|03:15 pm] |
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AHHHHH holy sh*t! Ok folks listen up: AUGUST 12TH FROM 6:30-7:00 I'M GONNA BE PLAYING AT THE BOWERY POETRY CLUB.......all of you HAVE to come pleaseeeeeeee-- its only $5! and its so easy to get there (F frain to Second Ave....right across the street from CBGB's)....even those of you who dont know me/ i dont know have to come! I would really appreciate it bc they told me to "bring a crowd" and that seems like a lot of pressure.... |
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[Jul. 12th, 2004|07:25 pm] |
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| | "Lie for a lie" Built to Spill | ] |
okk, my new song will definitely be done next monday-- today we recorded the guitar and voice....and oh boy, my voice has definitely had better days! but the computer makes it a bit spiffier so its good enough...
ahh and I'm getting a tattoo! i'm designing it myself, and it will in the center of my lower back where i will NEVER have to see it...muahaha poor fools ... |
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[Jul. 6th, 2004|12:47 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | unsatisfied, i must say | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Coney Island" - Deathcab for Cutie | ] |
My life has been very strange these past few days.... i've been trying to find out when i'm the happiest --whether its when i'm by myself, with my mother, with kelly, with friends (if so, which ones), or with a significant other and the truth of course is that I HAVE NO FKING IDEA and this is of course annoying....i figure if i stop thinking about it so much, fate will decide it for me, so thats what i'll do
today the drum part was recorded for the newest song i'm recording....russ is doing the first song for free which is good bcuz i feel like its gonna take forever, the way things are going-- and i got a headache from all of the drums that i had to hear! but they are really, really good so i spose cant complain...i have to wait till next monday to record the rest tho...
oh and p.s.- i think everyone should know that i FELL while i was rollerblading yesterday and now my knee is absolutely disgusting....it is still oozing liquids whenever it feels like it... and i fell right at 9th street around all these ghetto kids who were celebrating the 4th of july, but i swear i got up SO fast that i dont even think anyone noticed...and i didnt even feel any pain till i got home, after i walked in to my house and said "mommy, i fell..." So this may be the end of my rollerblading days for awhile.....and this is a shame because i really enjoyed it! especially with my new non-ipod...it was a great time to think and clear my head
pps-- has anyone else read the Davinci code because if they havent they should! |
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[Jun. 28th, 2004|11:54 pm] |
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"faded from the winter" and "sodom, south georgia" are my two favorite songs of the moment. i cannotttt stop listening to them!... Tonight was too full of so many different types of SH*T that i cant even BEGINNN to discuss it, so i shant. |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2004|11:24 am] |
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| | songs by the Postal service | ] |
Eww it's really gross outside-- i hope it stops raining before i have to lug myself to work....on the other hand, i've become addicted to chai thanx to evan's suggestion and now ive become emotionally dependent on them, and they're really expensive if you have to buy them so work has one good thing going for it.
i made a new screen name: lyf is a highway .... i figured for college i really dont want to have eyerishpridde bcuz...it just annoys me-- and i recently dled the song 'life is a highway' and well, i coudlnt help myself.
Last night went to Jamie Frey's for an after concert get together thing, and green came along which was a change of pace! lets see, i distinctly remember getting water spilt on my face by laney/yelly/walt/walter/walty and then stealing her bag, really good muffins, and drinking 3 rasberry smirnoffs on a porch which i really enjoyed... i have to say i wish i had me a porch! and raspberry smirnoffs are definitely the ONLY thing i'm drinking for now on bcuz they're amazing and its the only thing i dont seem to get sick from. but i've realized drinking is very dangerous because it makes u want to do crazy things with certain peopel that u probably would have sense not to do if u werent drunk....but i was able to control myself and think i escaped w/ a relative amount of dignity and "self-respect." ha alright that's all for now |
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[Jun. 19th, 2004|12:27 am] |
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| | "What becomes of the broken hearted" - the temptations | ] |
I've realized that i am never going to happy.... I wish realizing this this helped somehow, but it doesn't! and the worse part is that i know happiness is a choice and have always said that to other people, but my brain simply will never let me be.
ps- the current music, isn't my fault...we've been listening to this motown cd in the bakery over and over again, and this fking song will NOT get out of my head! |
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[Jun. 14th, 2004|06:30 pm] |
i'm sick yet again....and this time my nose is joining in on the fun! had a filling in my tooth redone today...and also a tooth shaved....
too humid out for my liking....tried to practice guitar, but nose kept running...going to beacons closet to buy earrings- then perhaps dinner w/ the missus... |
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| in a coffee shop, in a city... |
[May. 28th, 2004|11:26 pm] |
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| | "little plastic castles" - Ani Difranco | ] |
felt better today than last night (when i felt like the sun in human form). But today i had a very sore throat...and if its not gone by tomorrow night, then somebody's gonna hafta pay....and that means kelly. speaking of pay, i got my first paycheck today--$93 which was exciting...and my mom was giddy as a school girl when i brought her home all that bread and those baked goods...
i agreed to play at this show at coney island June 19th or 20th...and so now i must go practice, so i do not look like a fool! |
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| "you can't hide behind social graces...." |
[May. 25th, 2004|07:53 pm] |
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| | not good, not terrible | ] |
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| | "Wish you were here" - Pink Floyd | ] |
Well today was rather long and somewhat stressful....school went by pretty fast-- we're watching a french movie in ap euro which is normally the longest class so it goes by nice and quickly and i always save my orange for that class, which is great...then green came over after school and we tried to decide whether or not we were gonna take these jobs at tasti d-lite/ whether or not we even COULD....and we ended up just confusing ourselves even more and this has still not been decided but the lady's calling tonight so i really don't know what to do! Kelly ate my brother's marijuana plant...and the little post thing that was holding it up too, for that matter...it was growing so nicely, oh well *silent-tear*...
and the murrow kids found another reason to HATE midwood, and i guess i can't say that i blame them-- i just wish i didnt have to spend an entire afternoon with that man tomorrow....okk I have to go and play guitar then hopefully fall asleep so i can stop being so tired...my eyes seriously can't take it anymore-- they feel dry and in pain every single second....then again i just realized i haven't changed my contacts in like 2 months and they're supposed to be changed every 3 weeks...hmmm.... i wish this could have been a more exciting entry! |
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[May. 23rd, 2004|07:10 pm] |
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| | "Wild Horses" - The Rolling Stones | ] |
Well i've been back for a week and things are going relatively fine. I feel like this is the calm before the storm/ summer hasn't really started because a) its cold b) certain people aren't back yet and c) all i've been doing is working and other random things. Whenever I have an iced coffee from the tea lounge i feel like its summer though... but then again, I won't be doing this too often because they RAISED THEIR PRICES. I found a decent job but I sort of hate it. I would feel guilty if i quit though because they only have 2 workers as it is...which is their own fault and I really don't like them, but I'd still feel guilty. Let's see what else... I often feel the need to smoke a million ciggies but I also feel like I should be getting in shape. I might have to find a reasonable balance between the two this summer. I need to go rest my feet! |
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[May. 19th, 2004|05:04 pm] |
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Well the results are in....i got the best of borough for music/vocal award ($1,000) for that music scholarhip but i REALLY wanted the $10,000...then again, it's better than nothing. |
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| </i> i will lean into you, and you can be the wind... |
[May. 19th, 2004|03:14 pm] |
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| | "Anyday" - Ani Difranco | ] |
Today was TERRIBLE. But I've already had to repeat the terrible-ness many times so I shant do it again....right now i'm trying to decide how to fill out my dorm application so that i get what i want which i highlyyy doubt is gonna happen no matter how i fill it out.
Tonight's Midwood's "bye bye birdie" which should be interesting...
and Saturday i begin training at Uprising bakery (6AM my friends) and Sunday will be my first real day working there.
Alright, I have been procrastinating since the moment i got home... i have this stock market paper/ graphs thing that i HAVE to do and i'm gonna go right now and try to get it done. |
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| 3 cheers for old navy flipflops....;) |
[May. 16th, 2004|09:17 am] |
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| | "innocuate the innocuous" - the unicorns | ] |
well i'm getting ready to leave for this little shindig in the park....its going to be very interesting one way or another i promise u that!
West side story was amazingggg OF COURSE and it was nice seeing john and diana with big roles--(reppin' fiDdy oNeS.....jk i would NEVER say that)-- and they both were wOnDeRfULlll......AS WAS THE ASSISTANT DIRECTOR.....hehehe okk i'm gonna go
p.s.- it turns out my mother turned the dashboard lights to dim by accident so all is well with the car...and the unicorns i'll be seeing u soon! |
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| ice-age, HEAT WAVEEE, can't complain... |
[May. 12th, 2004|11:41 am] |
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| |  complacent | ] |
What a hazy/ stifling day....not my cup a' tea. I saw Andy in the hallway today and he asked what period i was getting out and I didn't know when he WASNT getting out so i said 4th and he said he'd meet me outside cuz he had to talk to me (i.e. ask me for some "hot guy's" number)....so i texted him that i decided to stay till 5th, which i did, and he texted me back to call him, which i didnt....i still might tho, because as I'm writing this I feel annoyingly guilty.
Anyways, the interviews for tasti d-lite are today so me and green get to leave practice early...okk, Kelly's getting antsy so i better go pet her...
ps- does anyone have an extra discman?? because I'm now in possession of 3 separate ones that either DONT work or just shut off randomly yet consistently... |
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[May. 4th, 2004|09:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  grumpy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Easy Way Out" - Elliot Smith | ] |
So I definitely pulled my groin....which means i should have just been resting it all this time instead of even ATTEMPTING to play soccer which i have a hard time with enough as it is... i'm going to the doctor soon just to make sure nothing was torn...
Ms. Lustbader is back in school again, and I'd have to say that it adds to the quality of my life. She makes me feel special, and I really love listening to her stories and yesterday she read someones play w/ a russian accent and i honestly almost died laughing....definitely nobody found it as funny as i did...
Tomorrow i get to go to beacon's closet finally, since there's no practice....and then at 6 i go to the recording place (another finally)....and then when i get back my brother will be home....which means no more last minute "party at ali's" since he will now be occupying his room! it also might mean i dont get to go online as much, which honestly will infuriate me....at least half of our fights are over the computer.
.....thats all i have to say for now, dammit!...wait and also that i hate pimples. |
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